13 Things I am Puzzled by:
- the peeps w/whom i worked side-by-side (some for the last yr...some the last 6 mo's) seem to not be the peeps inside that i so wanted them to be.....the word i am looking for in their behavior (i.e no calls or comments) i am sad to admit is 'real'. What i mean by this is that i was 'real' at all times....& it hurts to realize they are not able to be the same.....when asked a question...or found myself in a conversation which required trust....i treated them as i wished to be....w/ honesty, openness & care. I have not heard a peep out of them since.......(well...Poodles are excluded =)
- what the hell do i have to use on the driveway to get rid of the oil spills?...yeah.....'super-degreaser' from the auto store?...naht sooo much....
- why am i not able to sleep at nite? even if i force myself to go to bed at a reasonable hour......not more than 4 hrs later?.....wide-awake!
- will i ever be able to find BAX (doofus) a loving forever home?......he really needs a one-dog home.....& would be a wonderful little boy.
- what does 'bokah' in regards to photography methods (DOF) really mean?
- do i jump back into another IT contract (because the money is FABU)... or do i really need to take a parttime gig w/ enough hrs & money to leave me time & sanity to get my Dissertation / study done?
- what the hell caused me to get kidney stones?....& worse....will i suffer thru that again?
- what the hell is w/ all the ants this yr? I have nevah had them this bad.....ZOE had little welts on her the other morning...... mean little buggers biting my babies makes me MAD!
- should i get the ink i have been pondering over for the last yr or so? Or is it because i am off.....that my mind is occupied by more creative things .......
- y do i subconsciously give myself permission to participate in 'creative' activities....pasttimes...hobbies when i am between contracts?......
- is it possible to find a job that will feed both my wallet....&....my creative energies?
- is 9527 songs on my IPOD excessive?
- will i get thru my 'list' of shite to do around the house b4 i go back to work?....does anyone ever get thru the "list"? LOL
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just gathering my thoughts....& wondering if u still stop by.....
13 Things I am Puzzled by:
5 Comments:
I'm puzzled by the lack of a thirteenth item....lol...
damn it.. i was so about to say that... lol
it's there.. just with no number on it... and the answer to the numberless questions is YES. but you know that. lol
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what R U2 smokin?.......LOl
pppf.....no number 12 ?!?!?!
2. Tow words "Simple Green" Works like a charm and is good for the environment. It's a win-win.
5. Bokeh (also sometimes written "boke") is the Japanese-originated concept of the difference between out of focus areas of an image due to lens design.
Now that's a mouthful!
"Good" bokeh is when out-of-focus objects in the photograph are natural and smooth-looking (no sharp lines). The blurry blobs should mantain their basic shape and tone without being distracting.
Photographer Ken Rockwell gives his explanation along with examples here.
Rick Denney takes it even further and describes how different lenses present the opportunity for good and bad bokeh here.
And sometimes the best place to go for a good overview is good ol' wikipedia.
start here: http://www.flickr.com/groups/3way_challenge/discuss/72157594236971323/
Get the ink and don't worry about kidney stones.
Just sayin.
TG
#6 - FINISH... F* the money if you can survive and still get your dis done. THEN, you can move on to money, a-n-y-w-a-y you want it. Just IMHO. Never mind, my opinion has never been characterized as humble...but cha know what I'm sayin'?! Love ya. Sorry to hear about BAX btw. That sux but at least you left him in good hands. As you know, been there myself before. And I believe I was a sobbin' on your shoulder. But he will find a happy home and your girls, I'm sure, are happier for it as well. It was the right thing and that's why you did it. Hope the lovin' carries away your pain...or at least a great distraction :P
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