just gathering my thoughts....& wondering if u still stop by.....
~~Silent Sunday StatementS~~
Ok
I am ready to talk…..
But it’s Sunday!
So….
Instead I will blog.
For any of my new readers….
Silent Sundays are my way of forcing myself
to stay inside my own thoughts…..
no TV….no phone calls…..no neighborly chats at the door.
I have so much going on ….
So much to share…
Don’t even know where to start….
Actually haven’t written because of that……lol
So…lets see ..where to start….
The new job?.....going well.
Busier than a one-armed paper hanger.
Great team….immense diversity….just the way I like it!
VERY knowledgeable people…..I feel like I am still playing catch-up.
Emotionally as of late I’ve been in a strange place….
Still can not define it ….so I will not try…..
Most def in a place of change….
not willing to deal with behaviors I would’ve previously.
& not in an angry way……just matter of fact…..
Learning tho that when these thoughts are communicated
…the are NOT received with the same level of openness.
Makes me wonder….what is it about the truth that makes them
..run…never to call again…..such big talkers…..yet…
…when it comes down to it….inexperience, wonderment & shock prevail??
I have had a few conversations over the last couple weeks….
Heart to hearts …..asking the same questions….
….yes from qualified individuals….((er…have a penis))
The answers were rather interesting:
No guy really wants to hear that….
It’s the game…..the challenge….
U scare them….but they are intrigued enough to play……
w/out bringing their game….
& realize too late they are out of their league.
U communicate too well…..the male of the species doesn’t.
Um….yeah…..U have a gun!
Some guys might want to….but fear performance anxiety….
U can be rather sexually demanding ….LOL
Guys just are not used to women who play the game as well.
U are a different one…….((whatever that means?!? LOL))
What I gathered from all the honest feedback ….was that I need to find
An intellectual sexual freak who doesn’t mind that I sleep with a 9mm…
Anyone?? LOL
Ok.. enough about that …….I am still trying to find a new TV
I’ve waited til superbowl time …..
Research shows it’s the best time for sales on high end TV’s.
I AM SOOOO CONFUSED!! I know I want LCD HDTV with HDMI.
But ….what brands are better than others??
Any input would be appreciated =)
I just know no matter what I buy……as soon as I walk out the door….
…the upgraded model will be on the shelf….and less expensive!! LOL
oh....& in case U are reading......U know who U are...
(when I asked what U thought this eve.....I really did mean it....)
I am still waiting for that synopsis.....bon noite mi nueva especial amiga =)
Alright…..its after 10 pm……..I really should get the rest of my work done.
And prepare for work tomarrow……ciao bellas…..
I am ready to talk…..
But it’s Sunday!
So….
Instead I will blog.
For any of my new readers….
Silent Sundays are my way of forcing myself
to stay inside my own thoughts…..
no TV….no phone calls…..no neighborly chats at the door.
I have so much going on ….
So much to share…
Don’t even know where to start….
Actually haven’t written because of that……lol
So…lets see ..where to start….
The new job?.....going well.
Busier than a one-armed paper hanger.
Great team….immense diversity….just the way I like it!
VERY knowledgeable people…..I feel like I am still playing catch-up.
Emotionally as of late I’ve been in a strange place….
Still can not define it ….so I will not try…..
Most def in a place of change….
not willing to deal with behaviors I would’ve previously.
& not in an angry way……just matter of fact…..
Learning tho that when these thoughts are communicated
…the are NOT received with the same level of openness.
Makes me wonder….what is it about the truth that makes them
..run…never to call again…..such big talkers…..yet…
…when it comes down to it….inexperience, wonderment & shock prevail??
I have had a few conversations over the last couple weeks….
Heart to hearts …..asking the same questions….
….yes from qualified individuals….((er…have a penis))
The answers were rather interesting:
No guy really wants to hear that….
It’s the game…..the challenge….
U scare them….but they are intrigued enough to play……
w/out bringing their game….
& realize too late they are out of their league.
U communicate too well…..the male of the species doesn’t.
Um….yeah…..U have a gun!
Some guys might want to….but fear performance anxiety….
U can be rather sexually demanding ….LOL
Guys just are not used to women who play the game as well.
U are a different one…….((whatever that means?!? LOL))
What I gathered from all the honest feedback ….was that I need to find
An intellectual sexual freak who doesn’t mind that I sleep with a 9mm…
Anyone?? LOL
Ok.. enough about that …….I am still trying to find a new TV
I’ve waited til superbowl time …..
Research shows it’s the best time for sales on high end TV’s.
I AM SOOOO CONFUSED!! I know I want LCD HDTV with HDMI.
But ….what brands are better than others??
Any input would be appreciated =)
I just know no matter what I buy……as soon as I walk out the door….
…the upgraded model will be on the shelf….and less expensive!! LOL
oh....& in case U are reading......U know who U are...
(when I asked what U thought this eve.....I really did mean it....)
I am still waiting for that synopsis.....bon noite mi nueva especial amiga =)
Alright…..its after 10 pm……..I really should get the rest of my work done.
And prepare for work tomarrow……ciao bellas…..
Labels: Ponderings, SEX, SilenT_S's, TECH SHIT, UpdateS
4 Comments:
I wish I knew the answers to all your questions... I want to understand too.
as far as the tv goes... How big ya going...???? bigger is better ya know. make sure that you have it's own power outlet. they are power hogs.
((hug))
Never heard the super bowl thing but it does make some sense in a reverse psychology sort of way. I'd think they'd be in higher demand ergo demanding a higher price but I know nothing about sports, tvs, etc. CARS on the other hand...I'm still waiting... LOL!
I also wish I had all the answers...No, wait a minute, no I do not because then I would be expected to dish them out accordingly.
What I can say is that a large High End TV is almost always a remedy for those melancholy moments that seem to be bombarding you lately. if you have the means then so be it. just remember drm2b, everything gets old eventually, EVERYTHING!!!
Wishing you well chica...
Blublood
oh blu you said that well.....
he is good.
we can keep him too. : }
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