~13~Relationship Realizations~

1. I have a different definition of 'a relationship'......
2. I need to take a step back from D
3. I viewed it as a relationship...willing to deal w/ ups & downs.....
4. He viewed it as gr8 sex...no worries...no responsibilities....
5. I depend on another for help when needed.....& most times?....I don't even need to ask....
6. Its not a relationship if I have to explain how to 'be there' when I need someone....
7. I bought myself flowers the other nite......
8. I am saddened by all this.....
9. I care tooo much......err.....well....in comparison to D's level......
10. We're not on the same page.....
11. I am at a loss for words....
12. I'm such a girl in relationships.......despite what others think.....
13. LUV sux.