~~~SMACK~~~

Too much going thru the brain lately…
I hate when that happens….
I can’t turn it off......
….its not like there are voices ……or are they?
Is that what it sounds like?......

Silly me….thinking about my learning’s…..schizophrenia….
Just had to be different people….different voices…right?....
….clear & discernable….”oh…that’s a different voice…..I must be crazy….”
I guess not…..huh?....& here I thought I was just talking to myself…..

Maybe 'the team' ....the powers at work keep referring to....
assigning work to..........
really is a team?……
all in my head…..all talking at once……trying to control me.

Sure would be nice if they would get their shit together……earn their keep.

Sooooooooooooooooooooo……
I just went over to check on a new blog friend…….
& read a reaaaaaaly sad group of postings……she’s really hurting….
I cried….. & vowed to tell people I love them when the moment strikes…….

…….her moment presented itself.....she fully lived it….but
…then her friend ‘cleansed her life of an old love’ via the traditional
“I’m gonna burn all his shit” ritual all of us do at one time in our life.

Unfortunately…..she burned the house down too…
I am still processing the message…..the reminder...

U know ……..we read…..we watch the news…we listen in passing to conversations as we go about our busy day…all wrapped up in ourselves......to those events which seem to happen to people we don’t know........protecting ourselves from the pain of loss…..

Except…..one day…..we will be that person being shared in coffee shops….in the grocery………at the post office…bank…..over the cubicle wall……

R U ready?..... to be shared in passing??