~~~DAILY OM~~~

My daily OM today talked about
change....
for some reason
as of late
I have been contemplating my lifes changes
over the yrs
conversations have come up
with various people
this last week
how long I have
been in the valley
owned this house
worked where I do
since my divorce
blah blah blah blah......
yadayadayada
I thought it was all due to the holly-daze....
evidently not ......

my daily OM refers to this phenomenon as....
a "newly-developed awareness"...
& instructs me to:

"consider how different your responses to frustration, joy, excitement, and anger are now compared to your general attitude a relatively short while ago."

so...I guess
my general "I do not give a shit"....
attitude as of late has a purpose......LOL
evidently I am to honor this marked gap between my old & new selves
hold a ceremony......

do U think spending 202.00 at the gourmet food store yesterday qualifies as one of those ceremonies??

well....I did buy an awesome bottle of sparking wine......
to pop after signing my 'new job' papers monday
well...maybe I will wait til after my trip to 'pee in the cup please'......