Ah!............

Nothing like snugglin with a loving pinhead ( or 2...) all weekend :) Her name is Bella.

Now that I'm done with my comprehensives....got some sleep (coma); I finally have the time and opportunity to get all those things done that I daydreamed about and wished I had the time to do when I was stressed out and writing.

Why is it that now that I have this "wished for" opportunity....I don't know where to begin??

I think I need to first find that "re-entry into normalcy" workshop to attend.

I was thinking about this today as I lounged in bed all day.....I started my course work October '03. Its been two years of fucking hell. I'm not sure I even know how to sleep longer than 3 hours.....or go to bed at night. For the last two years ....after going to work...I would come home...let the pups go potty...change into PJ's...get some dinner...and start my second job til all hours of the nite. Then get a "nap"......cold shower....stop at startbuck for an iv drip.....and tortured those I worked with during the day with my sleep-deprived self. I'm not sure any of those people would recognize me without a startbucks venti in my hand.

My weekends were filled with sleeping sunday am til afternoon because I've been up since fri nite writing and doing research. Shopping for groceries was done on line with the delivery guy showing up sun am before I went to bed.

Over the years, I have watched WAY too many x-files, west wing marathons, law / order and all the other various crime shows on at 4 am ....( and yes....I'm watching a law and order marathon right now in fact ....teehee ). I have become a pro at shopping on-line at 3 am...and know my UPS, DHL and fedex delivery people better than I know my friends.

well...its 1 am.....I gotta pay some bills, write my list of errands for tomarrow, and....

Best of all??!!...I have til all hours of the am to catch up on all my favorite blogs ..........peace out! M