~i'm still around....ru?~

~1128:YIP~... i put all the decorations away....right?~
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yeah...i know...my blogging as of late ...sux ...
call it depression..
call it loss of mojo,,,
& i am not referring to pixies pup...

call it what u will...
but it seems i am happier taking foto's ..
or reading than writing these days...

still not job...
not really been looking so....i really shouldnt complain...
i was all gun-ho about it all for a while there...
but lost my momentum after all the no answers...rejection letters & stalling by recruiters....

not sure what the fuck i am going to do .....

& lets not even get started talkin about my fucked up family...
not my dad...
he seems to be the only one back there who has any sort of decorum...manners...common courtesy...
but the rest of em?
big ole box of crazy......

& i' m not interested in lookin in side....
unpackin it...
or even lifting the damn thing into the house...
it can stay at the curb for all i care...
& get taken to the dump with the rest of the garbage around here...

ok..
off to look for a yobby...clean the house & maye take some fotos....
toodles poodles..