~y do i do this to myself.....y cant i walk away....~

~9198:YIP~ my sentiments exactly
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got the rejection /not really a rejection letter today from th OK Cherokee Nation re: my PPD in Native American Mothers.

the good / bad / worse news:

the worse...

~ the school term ended.....thus the imaginary previously talked about "deadline" has come and gone"

the bad news...

~ OK Cherokee Nation disallowed my study for approval...

the good news...

~ there are a few misunderstandings ( in their reading of it) .... they asked me to revise & resubmit.
~ my PhD school liason seemed to be able to registered me for the next term....

so...the ball is in my court...
i could accept the letter....( with the multiple listings of reasons why they rejected the study) & walk away...the whole journey ( 3 yrs, comps, 2 yrs writing proposal & getting rejected) is over....officially a PhD ABD (all but published...many many of us out there in the world)

or....

because school is under the understanding that OK is still in the process of deciding ....

i could....
feasibly revise & resubmit before the next term starts, therefore officially still be in a waiting status when the next term starts...

yeah...i know.....
i know that u know that i know i am not the kind to go down without a fight....
so ...
what are u doing this weekend?...wanna come over & help me rewrite this fuckin 120 page doc?

meh.......