~its all an act....~

~8288:YIP~....just chillin
Originally uploaded by ~mintas.fotos~

i know its been a week...
seems that time line allows me to include all that i find interesting in my life these days...

still looking for employment...
still juggling cc's & unemployment checks...
all the lighting incense at the buddha came thru...
even tho i am "self-employed"...
they felt kind enough to still give me the 214.00 after taxes every week.....

yeah....not much but it does help for the little bills....
like cell phone...
h2O...
groceries....

i have filled out enough on-line applications to make anyone dizzy w/ the repetitiveness....

i am starting to have anxiety whenever i manage to fall asleep for any short period of time....
so ...
wham!~ PANIC....
& back up staring at the tv.....
til either i am so exhausted that i finally fall back asleep...
or if early enough, the sleeping aide helps....

i have not heard from any of my family....
yeah...
really concerned about their daughter, sister, sister-in-law huh?
what a bunch....

i think i am writing them off this xmas....
just dad...he still writes a letter now and then...
an update of sorts...

well...
since i slept till 3 this sunday afternoon....
& i have gone thru the bills & what is expected of me this week...
i think i will get dressed...
& go wander around wally world for some groceries....

maybe there'll be something worth foto-graphing at this ungodly hour for shopping.....2 am =)

toodles poodles.....if there's even anyone still out there....
mmmph..