A positive dimension of Insomnia.....

I find when I push myself past tired.....into second wind.....approaching zombie like reflexes.....I can't hide from myself. I've said this before....but I am not sure people understand it or for that matter believe me when I try to explain how my brain doesnt EVER shut off. And how I thought growing up - everyones brains did this. (well I know my mom's did....& since she was a stay at home mother.....well...that was the behavior patterns I observed at 'normal').

so....stay with me here......what I am trying to spit out (type as fast as my brain is firing connections).........is that right now....I have hada four day week in which I tried to bill 40 hours because of the holiday. As a contracted consultant its all in the hours billed babee!! And momma has BILLS!! from the sporatic breaks I took last year to write my comps & get ready for the Dissertation phase.

wow....back to my story huh?....(good tangent tho I must say)........what was I typing about......oh yes......its 6 am and I have been up for the last 24 hours....exhausted from my work week, the heat & not really eating very well.

But I just found this quote & because I did not have time to pick it apart, analyze it & skim I had a MOMENT of enlightenment......

"“When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be” ~ Lao Tzu

~~~~~LOVE when that happens!!~~~~~